I don't have much to say right now, but, I have been doing a lot of work on my blog! I have been trying to make it a little more eye catching and appealing. I want my blog to mature as I do, and lately I've been forced to do a lot of maturing. I want everyone who reads this page to understand me and feel as I do. I want everyone to see things my way. That's the goal at least. When I was little, I used to hope that someday people could go into my room after I died, and find a hundred journals containing my life. Then, the internet was given to me, and it allows me to make a permanent mark on our world, and express myself, so that no matter how many years it may be until I die, people can go back and see everything. I added a few pages to my blog, and one of them has a bunch of pictures from 2010. Those pictures make up my life, and describe exactly who I am, I hope that over time, that list of pictures grows, just like me.
The other thing I wanted to talk about was letting go. "Only the strong know when to let go" I don't know who said it but, it's been told to me my entire life. But, how are we supposed to know when the right time is? I am weak I guess because, letting go is impossible for me because, I never know when to let go. It's a hard concept, am I right? To imagine letting something you hold dear to you, fade out of your life. But, is it the right thing to do? Is it the honorable thing to do? I learned one day that if you truly love someone you will let them go be happy. But, they say you are also supposed to love yourself so, how can you do that, and let something that makes you happy go? I don't know I have a major headache right now! Setting up for the holidays. (:
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