Sunday, June 20, 2010

Summer 2010- reflection, rambling, and suchh.

So basically, my life has been an effin whirl wind lately.
Boy drama + finals + missing assignments + trying to get published = not so good. I have been dealing with a lot lately, and I have a question for you guys. Do you have any drama going on right now? I know I do, well, I'm dealing with the aftermath. Sometimes it's hard to think I'm only thirteen, because, I just don't think or act like anyone else. Nothing I do seems to go right, and I always overreact to EVERYTHING. But, I can't help it, it's who I am. School finished on Friday, so I am done with it all for a while. I look back on this past year, and see how much I have changed. It's a little ridiculous to think about it, and to think about the things I have experienced, and what I have taken away from it. I entered a new school, not knowing that the pressure level really does hit an all time high. I am also proud to say I never put one cigarette, or alcohol to my mouth. No pot either ha ha. I have also learned, that nothing here matters now. The people I meet now, are only characters' in a chapter of my life, they don't affect who I marry, where I go to school, or if I am successful. I think that was what I have taken away, and it helps me deal with the after shock of a boy drama earthquake, if you will. I have definitely changed and think in the end, it is all for the better. Well, I have Bible Camp conciling tomorrow bright and early, 8:3o a.m, third graders here I come! I have to go shower and then sleep! Hope you enjoyed a meaningful post from my eyes.

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