Some heavy thinking

"Forgive and Forget"

Do we ever really forget what we forgive? Is it truly possible to let go of the things that leave scars on us?

Nope. Not me. I remember everything. I hold grudges. I commonly use the phrase, "I told you so." I'm not going to deny it. I can be a bitch. haha. But, things that happen that hurt us, is it really dafe to let go? Think about it, if we had just forgiven and forgotten the holocaust then, who's to say it wouldn't of happened again? If the world had just let the 9/11 guys off with a warning, where would we be now? My point is is that, things that happen, no matter what it is, we never forget them. We may jam them into very far corners of our brains but, no we never forget. So, with that said, I guess, I can't ever use that quote for anything..haha. Uhm, let's see. Has anything ever happened to you in your life that you wish you could forget? I know for me there's just about x123456789 things I wish I could forget. But, at the same time, everything that happens to you, only makes you who you are, and you should be thankful for all of the things that have happened to you, good and bad, because, it makes you who you are. Uhm,so today I went food shopping for the second time haha, we got all of the foods you need to survive: chicken, cookies, milk, ham, lobster rolls, and apples to apple the card game. haha, tomorrow Laura's dad is out on business and we won't have a car but, I think we will be just fine..(: hahaha, I'm currently almost done my 34th poem in my new journal.(: woohoo! It's coming along! haha, well I hope you guys are having fun wherever you are! Hope my thinking makes you think!

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"they weren't there" - Missy Higgins

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"Remember, to always keep your priorities straight, even when I'm gone remember. If you don't have your priorities striaght, well, then there's no point in living." - quote from my best friend Orlando, who in two days, is moving to Brasil.

Orlando, I hope that your adventures aren't few and far between. I pray you have the time of your life, and that Brasil is as much of a party as you say it is. I will miss you so much, you were always there for me, and always there for me. I cannot ever repay you for not just being a listener, but an advice giver, a best friend, someone who held me up when I fell, and a strong person. I love you so much, bye Mex. <3 I'm sad I'm not around to say goodbye.