I just hate the feeling every time you turn the corner. It's like a punch in the stomach and a stab in my heart. As cliche' as it sounds it's all so true. I get in knots when I am around you. I get tounge tied. I don't know what to say to impress you, or make you see me the way I see you. There are no words to describe how you've completely flipped me. I see things in a different light because of you, and I am thankful for it. But, I need to accept that as much as I want you to, you don't want me. I am not going to put all of my energy into someone that doesn't care enough to be honest with me. You can't talk to me about this, so why am I even here? Because, I can't help but want to be a part of your life. It's unfair to me. It's ridiculous. It's stupid and I want to cry but, my tears are dried up. I am done, out of emotion. I need to find someone else to channel my energy into. Someone who will take me and be happy I'm here. I don't know about you, somedays I'm okay, and other days I am not. I through myself into this, because I thought you weren't like the other ones but, I am wrong.

J'abandonne